thinking about making a marionette puppet this spring. feeling like I haven't seen a puppet show in a long time. What happened to puppet shows?
2.23.2026
new wave puppetry
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titling doodles
"spring picnic" pen on lined paper, during russian class
"Anthropos" pen on notes of Herodotus, during greek class

"Hug me" pen on printer paper, while doing my cogsci reading
these are both from my russian class as well. It helps me focus !
top: "Something is coming"bottom: "geometric frieze"
doodling should never be frowned upon. your best work comes from pure boredom and lack of stimulation! let it take you away
this post is dedicated to the guy in my russian class who sketches portraits of our professor during lectures
2.02.2026
grand theft hamlet and my hopes for machinima
grand theft hamlet (2024) is about 2 unemployed british actors trying to stage a production of Hamlet in GTA during the covid 19 quarantine
In short, i wasn't a fan of this film. but before i explain, let me say this: you will enjoy this film much more than me if you played a lot of GTA during the pandemic (nostalgia factor), if you like performing shakespeare (niche humor), or if you can suspend your belief (i could not).
I can admit i wasn't the target audience of this movie. I've never played GTA nor read Hamlet.. maybe i would be a fangirl if it was about julius caesar staged in animal crossing. I was compelled to watch this movie because of the filming style, something i had never seen before except in youtube lets-plays -- this film is shot entirely in game. so in that way , i feel like a targeted audience member. i wanted to see something new.
i think i would've liked this movie more if I had known what it really was. my expectations were that this was a recording of a Hamlet production in GTA. i thought it was as fictional and staged as any shakespeare feature length film. but this film is a documentary, documenting the trial and error of staging Hamlet in a virtual environment. but much like the world of GTA, the world outside the game didn't feel real at all.
Sure, the overarching story of the documentarians was relatable and reflective of the pandemic, but it didn't feel real. it was as staged as Hamlet. *without saying too much*, i honestly don't believe that this project of theirs compromised any relationships. why would they have these in-game conversations when they live in the same house and can actually just talk face to face? and simply put, i don't think Hamlet was the only script they were reading off of.

i was really enchanted by the prospect of making a movie inside a video game. i feel like there's a whole new, but daunting, realm of possibility there, and staging and recording a play would be a good start to experimenting with this unfamiliar reality. but GTH did not care to explore those possibilities, which is what i wanted out of this movie. with the lack of realism in a "documentary", I would have preferred if it was considered a "mockumentary".. but even still it doesn't fit the genre. in truth, the genre it most resembles is roleplaying youtube lets-play -- not bad nor good, just not what I was set up for.
the scene i most enjoyed were the actual stagings of Hamlet. i also can see the point the film makes about finding community online during quarantine, and I like the parallels between GTA and Hamlet (aka violence). i liked the other characters/actors a lot more than the documentarians. i can also admit that there were some genuinely beautiful and interesting shots in the game -- which is exactly what i hope to be explored more in the future of video game filmmaking ("machinima" professionally).
my letterboxd is @w0rdgirl if you prefer short reviews
this post is dedicated to my online friends and DanTDM
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